Date:	2008-03-02 17:43
Subject:	Five things
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake
Music:	Rudimentary Peni

1. Overslept, missed the Zine Symposium meeting again. Shit! This time, totally my own damn fault. I can't blame work, I was in bed. Fucking hell..... I need to stop being absent from that.
2. Coming up with cash for school is looking like it's going to be tough. If I have to pay back my old defaulted loans before I get anything, I'm going to be waiting a long damn time.
3. I need to get ahold of my boss to get time off for my brother's wedding. If I can't, then I'll probably quit. The tickets are already paid for.
4. I watched Decline of Western Civilization III last night. Owen said he knew some of the kids in the film. It reminded me of being 17.
5. Running into a brick wall with my writing. I'm trying to salvage the rest of the day before I go in for work to fix it up. I thought the whole thing was shit, and I wanted to erase all of it. I reconsidered, of course, but I am feeling like it is haunting me to finish, even though I sometimes feel like it's all pointless, since I won't like the finished work and it wouldn't matter much anyways. I'm listening to my nihilism too much, I think.